I was just a capsule once. I was on autopilot once before. Well, I'm trying desperately not to be that way anymore. Trying desperately to not fall into that rut, but it's not working.
I'm stuck in my thoughts.
I'm stuck in this boredom.
I'm stuck in the dark without my wings.
What would you do?

That's what I'm asking myself. And I guess I have an answer.
Do you remember how I visited another state and loved it so much? Well, I've recently been asked if I would like to move down there. It's not 100% sure yet, but I may be moving in the next 2 to 3 weeks.
I still have a few things to do here like get my cat Howl fixed and change my address for a few very important mailing things. I also need to contact my bank. Oh geeze.

So, with this huge life change, I'm trying very hard to pull myself up from this horrible rut. Hopefully I'm strong enough.. hopefully I can have a hand up.
I won't get my hopes up though because we all know what happens when we do that. A horrible letdown. So, I'm just going to go with the flow for all of this and hopefully things will go accordingly.
I've got good feelings about it all though. There's a few jobs that I can try and get, I'll be living in a home and I've been told that they'll help me get a license. So, yay for moving on in my life.

So, do you remember those old days? Well, forget them, I'm going to (try and) move on.